Fact Is

… I lied to you. When I should have known better that it’s not a good thing to do. When you asked me if we’re okay? I said yes. When what I really wanted to say was “the hell we’re not.” I thought that getting back with you would help me get rid of all the pain, the betrayal, and all the worries. But no, it didn’t.

So now, I am asking you a favor. I am asking that you leave, give me some space and let me be alone in my thoughts. I beg you not to say a word, cause I’m afraid that I would lose my courage to move on. Let me heal, allow me to grow in my own pain, to rediscover forgiveness and trust.

I wanted to be with you so bad, but I gotta do this!

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2 comments

  1. Carol Bustos-Santiago · June 11, 2011

    You haven’t updated in a while! I hope Hawaii is treating you well 🙂

    • sardonicnell · October 8, 2011

      hello carol, my apologies for the untimely reply. all’s well and hawaii was great. how are you? how was your move?

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