Been doing my very best to make things work with Scott, but no matter how much we try to make both ends meet; our efforts seem inadequate. We’ve grown apart and hiding behind an illusion that everythings the same as it once was. It’s not going anywhere, we had to come to a conclusion.
Here’s something I found online, don’t know exactly who wrote it. But reading through each line made me realize that nothing is ever permanent. That at some point in time, everything will come to past. So embrace each moment spend in love, you never know; this might be the last…
To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can’t do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it’s the realization I can’t control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it’s to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it’s to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.To let go is to fear less and love more
Remember: The time to love is short