The Five Star Time Capsule

May 27, 2008 by sardonicnell

I’ve been tagged by Meeya, so here are the rules…

1. Answer the question below:

If you are to leave an important memory, what would that be?

You can answer the question either by posting a picture, a video, writing a poem or whatever you think would best describe the memory that you want to share.

2. Copy the entire list and add your name below the person who tagged you. Then tag at least 5 friends (But you can tag as many as you like) and visit their blog to let them know you tagged them.

And here’s my answer…

Moleskine Journal

My Journals

I often wonder what it is
about these words
ten years of little books
or less… or more
poetry as inspired vandalism
I scream it out in tiny writing
I sell it to my friends
I always wish it was love
and sometimes I dream of a spray can,
an endless wall
of a force, of being impossible
to overlook, to undersee
words so huge
they’d matter

High Five

And thanks so much, Sis Pinky for giving me this Five Star Blog Award. I am deeply touched by your kind gesture. And please allow me to share this with our friends: Meeya, Weng, Bangge, Abby and Sis Thess. Simply because, I love them. Mwaaah!

Light Will Soon Shine

May 27, 2008 by sardonicnell

I was about to write something about my three day week end. But soon as I found out about Weng’s dearest mother. I couldn’t help but set my personal blogging aside and say a prayer for her and her family (and my own mother).  Weng and I share the same battle, and with her mom and mine in mind. I offer this prayer of healing, protection, love and strength. Hang in there my friend, light will soon shine upon us…

Dear Jesus, Healer of the Sick, we turn to you in this time of illness. Dearest Comforter of the Troubled, alleviate our worry and sorrow with your gentle love, and grant us the grace and strength to accept this burden. Dear God, we place our worries in your hands. We place our sick under your care and humbly ask that you restore your servants to health again. Above all, grant us the grace to acknowledge your holy will and know that whatsoever you do, you do for the love of us. Amen…

A Day With God

Litratong Pinoy #8: Tubig

May 22, 2008 by sardonicnell

Tubig, buo sa iisang patak
Pagdampi sa lupa’y mawawatak
Sa isang patak ay isang lakas
Sa binagsakan ay nanghuhugas

Water Droplets

Isang patak hindi mapapansin
Animo’y isang butil ng asin
Ngunit mula sa iisang patak
Ulang malakas dagat ang lawak

Where Water Meet The Earth

Mula sa isang kristal ng tubig
Ang taglay nito’y buhay ang pintig
Hatid sa lupa’y saganang yaman
Na dito ay sisibol ang laman

Almost Heaven
 

Scattered Photos #1

May 21, 2008 by sardonicnell

La Pulsera con Estrellas. Every single time we’d go to the mall. Mom would drag me to this jewelry store. She would say “Wish someone would buy me that…” So come mothers day, Mom dragged me to that same store. She looked at the window display and said, “Ayyy, it’s gone. Somebody already bought it. “ It was then that I took the box out from my back pocket and handed it to her. Mom was crying in happiness when I told her — Happy Mothers Day, Mom!

Mom's Mothers Day Present

To The Market. I’ve had my eye on this basket for a while now. Eversince, I saw a friend flaunting it at the local asian market. I knew I had to get one or two. But I wasn’t ready to shell out forty bucks (told you, I’m cheap). Till that week before mother’s day when I found out they were on sale. Right away, I placed my order, and boy was I happy when I finally got it in the mail. Now, I can pretend to be Little Red Riding Hood. Hahaha!

My Red Market Tote

Clam Up. Was walking by the beach when I saw this clam right near a piece of rock. I wonder what brought it there? Could there me more? Enough to make me some clam chowder, maybe? Hahaha!

Mobile Music. I walk inside the store, with no expectations or intentions of getting a new phone. Besides, I was never vainglorious when it comes to phones. If it still functions, then I’m keeping it. But then the cute sales guy was persistent, I guess he needed to make a sale. So why not, right? But guess which one I got? The one that’s for FREE!

New Phone

Smile At Me

May 20, 2008 by sardonicnell

Smile at me,
When my world feels grey,
That smile, on a sweet angelic face,
The one that chases my sorrows away.

Smile at me,
That smile that finds me in the crowd.
The one that lights up the room,
And makes the world not seem so loud.

Smile at me,
That smile, that dances upon your laughter.
The one that settles into one charming grin,
A smile, I’ll remember after.

Thank you, Nicho for giving Yaya a reason to smile…

Smile

I’m Pissed…

May 19, 2008 by sardonicnell

It’s been days since it happened. But I still couldn’t get over it. So, please allow me to vent out my frustration…

Why is it alright for me to date a Caucasian, Latin, Middle Eastern or Asian guy? But soon as I walk into a family gathering with an African American friend (not even a boyfriend), everybody seems to be giving me this odd look. As if it’s saying, what the hell are you doing with this man? Forgive me but I thought our elders should know better. To give each and every person the respect they deserve. Regadless of race, religion, color, gender, age or disability. Well, well, I guess not…

Frown

 

Psyching Thyself

May 16, 2008 by sardonicnell

I don’t think I’ve ever started a tag ever, so here’s my attempt…

Here’s the intructions: Link to the person that tagged you and then post the rules on your blog. Answer the questions and tag seven (7) random people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs. Let these random people know that they are tagged by leaving comments in their blog. And last, let your tagger know when your entry is up.

Isn’t that simple? Here’s the questions and my answers…

A period of time in your life when you felt protected. That would be two years ago, at the Oakland Flea Market. There were a group of guys who yelled out fag at me. When suddenly, my brother who was walking beside me disappeared. Well guess what he did? He got into a fight, and even whacked two guys with a baseball bat. Golly, I was dead scared and cops got involved. But somehow I had this notion in my head — my brother’s got my back. I’m untouchable!

A period of time in your life when you felt unprotected. That would be sometime after highschool,  when I ran away from home. I felt so alone, but then that was a choice I made myself. I wanted that feeling of freedom, living on the edge or live today die tomorrow. Which I think was totally dumb, now that I’m reminiscing about it. That was also the time when I got into an abusive relationship, the first and definitely the last.

The first time you discovered power. That would be during my two year military training. I discovered and proved myself equally able (or even more) as any straight guy in service. It was an absolute self discovery. Made me realize that I wasn’t a weakling as others perceived me to be.

A person who’s life has affected you the most. Besides my mother, I would say The Dalai Lama. I truly admire his life, his work and his words of wisdom. His capacity to move the world without any political power, his compassion for humanity and his undying advocacy for love and peace. I was lucky enough to see him in person and he possess such a gentle face. Filled with so much inner calm and devotion.

A book that has affected you the most. The first thing that would come to mind would be, Og Mandino. But right after reading Joan Didions books, The Year of Magical Thinking, I suddenly changed my mind. Some readers may find it melancholic, but to me it was engaging. The book is brilliant and breathtaking in its honesty. It shares the authors heartfelt and devastating account in a way that is ruthless, intense, real and yet, human.

A piece of music or song that affected you the most. Believe or not, it was Lee Ann Womacks song entitled, I Hope You Dance. It’s a song that narrates the story of our lives. The adversities we face and the choices we make. The song is filled with hope and honesty. There’s this particular line from it that keeps playing in my ear. It says, loving might be a mistake. But it’s worth taking!

A movie or film that affected you the most. There’s so many movies I’ve watched over the years. But the one that stands out for me is, I am Sam. I think I’ve cried a river full of tears, as I was absolutely moved by Sean Penn’s performace. The movie is a testament, that the bond between a father and his daughter is something that is stronger than any human disability. 

Okay, there goes my answers. And to start this tag, I am asking the following people to join in and keep the ball rolling. Meeya, Weng, Thess, Bangge, Keith, Pinky and Dang. Thanks in advance and like I always say whenever I’m tagging people — at your own convenience please!

My Four Picks

Litratong Pinoy #7: Umaapoy

May 15, 2008 by sardonicnell

Ang naisip kong lahok sa linggong ito ang mga larawan ng isang bulaklak o halaman na kong tawagin nila ay, Fire Lantanas. Ito’y isang perennial flowering plant na madalas umusbong sa maiinit na rehiyon ng America at Africa. Ang halamang ito ay may kakaiba ring halimuyak at madalas makitang may tumutubong berries kasama ng mga nag gagandahang bulaklak.

Fire Lantanas

They're Everywhere

Attracted to Lantanas
 

 

Summer Memories

May 14, 2008 by sardonicnell

I remember summer days in the province,

When I would stroll along the sandy beach,

And watch the dancing sun as it rises,

With an ice candy in one hand and the other.

What fond memories,

Happy thoughts of my precious childhood…

Mango and Monggo Ice Candy
 

Potty Mouth

May 13, 2008 by sardonicnell

My good friend Shay invited me for some drinks last night. So, I kindly asked my sister to dropped me off at Chevy’s. Soon as I saw my friend, she said ” Friendship, I have two words for you: lose weight!” I must admit that I was bit offended, and that out of nowhere I replied “Darling, how about we get rid of your stinking breath first!”

Wholly crap! Why did I say that? When I know I shouldn’t have. But my mouth does not do good under pressure. I immediately apologized to my friend and she did the same. But guess I still feel bad till now. Sigh, me and my potty mouth…